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Sunday, March 30, 2014 8:33 pm
x listen, ♥Thank you for being my source of comfort, even if you're unaware of it. I know I'm not vocal about such stuff, and I tend to shy away from letting anyone know how I truly feel about things. But thank you for always making the effort, to dig deeper into my own feelings from time to time. Sometimes I get so caught up with myself, with life, and all that it throws at me, that I fail to see the people around me. I no longer share the joys and pains of having each other around. Thank you for making me feel more alive than I was.
Thursday, March 27, 2014 10:08 pm
Questions listen, ♥What is love? Is it the racing of your heart when you had your first date? Is it the voice inside your head telling your that s/he's the one? Is it the annoyance you feel after things stagnate? Is it the avoidance of feelings from time to time? Is it the fatigue you feel, having to entertain someone? What is love? I don't know. What should I do? Is it wrong to feel this way? Is this the way things should be? Are we really reaching the end of the road? I don't know.
Tuesday, March 25, 2014 9:33 pm
QOTD listen, ♥
"Procrastination gives a person a temporary hit of relief from this pressure of 'having to do' things, which is a self-rewarding behaviour." - David Cain
Labels: http://thoughtcatalog.com/david-cain/2013/02/procrastination-is-not-laziness/#t1gamKW332hHc8Gc.01
Monday, March 24, 2014 10:24 pm
overworked listen, ♥
Overworked.
I've been so negative lately that it's killing me inside. I hate how I am now, I don't like being angst and annoyed all the time. It just doesn't make sense how upset and insecure I've become over the short span of three months.
I can do this, I know I can. I just have to get pass this phase.
Every semester seems to be getting worse than the previous. And I'm tired, so tired of everything now.
I know I'm supposed to face all the negativity that comes my way, but I'm scared. I'm afraid that I'm making the wrong decision. My life seems so uncertain now and I don't know what to do.
"Being broken is one of the most beautiful things that can happen to a person. It enables us to rebuild a stronger foundation, one that is more true to who we are. Without events that shatter us, no one would grow." - Kayla Gonchar
Monday, March 17, 2014 10:40 pm
Thought listen, ♥
Have you ever wondered what it is like to be human?
On days when I feel down and out, and when all hope is lost, I cannot help but think, of all the possibilities and the chances I've missed. But then again, I was taught that regrets are a part of living, and I'm learning. Every step of the way, whether guided or not, I'm learning, and I continue to learn everyday, without fail.
Sometimes silence is the best medicine that we can ever yearn for.
Thursday, March 13, 2014 10:49 pm
Average listen, ♥
We all fall into our depressive moods every once in awhile, and that's normal. We're only human, and that's one of the many ways in which we deal with things that come our way. And I admit, that I'm guilty of falling into such a trap, time and again, despite my efforts in trying to calm myself down and to be positive.
It's just one of those days that you wish that time would stop so that you'll have more time to yourself, to wallow in self-pity.
This world operates in such a weird way, that it's no longer easy to pinpoint faults and such. The fear of losing and to constantly strive to be at one's peak is eating into everyone. The desire for success is stretching us to our limits, and yet, we still choose to pursue what we might never be able to achieve or attain in this life.
How does it feel like, to be average? Less than average?
I know how that feels. To be average, to be worse off than someone, to never be as good as others despite all the hard work. That feeling sucks, but we have to live with it. Why? Because it's life, and in life, we're constantly trying to find answers to our doubts that might never have an explanation to begin with. They're not like theories that we can conceptualise and prove in the near future, they're just unanswerable, throughout our lifetime. But we continue to ask, why.
The word 'average' is kind of eating into me. We seem to be in this constant battle that forces us to be the best, to strive to be the best no matter the circumstance, to never disappoint those around us, to work till our last breath to make this world go round. But honestly, how much can we really do as individuals?
Yes, one might be a doctor, a lawyer, a wealthy businessman, a sensational journalist, etc. But how does it really feel like to be human? What does it feel like to be the crème of the crop, but yet be average in the given field. Can you deal with yourself? Would you deem yourself a failure?
I never understood the mind of an elite, and I never world, because I was never one and I don't think I'll ever be one. But how does it feel like to be average? Is being average enough? Or are we suppose to bite the bullet at every given point in time so that we can achieve our means of survival?
Are we humans? Or have we grown to become machines?
Is being average really such a scary thing to be in this age and time? Or are we so caught up with success that we fail to see that there are always people who are lagging behind?
Have we become so obsessed with success that a small failure on our part drives us to doing something stupid? (Blame game, depression, diminishing of self-worth, etc.)
What exactly are we? How are we suppose to feel about ourselves? Can we get rid of this competitive spirit that is slowly getting us wasted? I don't know. And as much as I try to answer these questions, I find myself trapped.
Maybe, sometimes, it's good to not pursue answers.
Labels: http://thoughtcatalog.com/brianna-wiest/2013/11/the-problem-with-average-not-being-good-enough/ |
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